would be nice to run away once in while.
but i wont.
i'd still be here no matter what.
perhaps ive got no balls to just go.
but, i think im staying cause its the right thing to do.
its the only thing to do.
but this is really as reall as life gets.
dealing with death, dealing with pressure, dealing with everything else.
but in all this. im happy.
i know things work out in the end.
dont let the things around you dictate the way you live your way.
i still think living your way, the way you know how and the way you think is best
is the best way. not bringing in spiritual ethics here.
feets sore. body sore. heart sore. but in all. im still happy.
and you need to know how to live happily.
its time to let all the anger and bitterness go.
its time.
"timing is now"
I hope next year will be a better year. Sigh.
Urgh.
This year's Christmas..
I'm glad I have the three people to be with me;
to make me laugh
to make me cringe
to make me laugh even more
to make me scream
to make me embarrassed
I'm glad someone loves me so much.
I'm glad I hate that someone.
I'm glad I will never end up with that someone.
Boy am I glad, glad, glad...
The lies the betrayal of trust the hurt, I'm all empty. You completely drained me.
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Tomorrow , tomorrow I'll be off and away to some place I haven't been before. Restless and curious but neither am I looking forward. I'm leaving my half packed luggage in my room to go and have lunch and to buy film and to.... shop a little. just a little. Right I am planning on getting Dr Martens. But I want either the gold, silver, baby pink or shocking pink. Gold would be too flashy. Silver looks too overdressed. Shocking pink is too loud. So Ithink Baby pink is the best of all? Shall leave my house now, bored to death. KFC for lunch hahahaha fuck my (fat) life.
So anyways, today was AlinaAlicia's birthday. Met them at town, had Jap for lunch. Yum and cheap. : > Brought them to Taka where they had their "surprise" which was a flop. But oh well, hope they liked it. Walked around with them, and we went back to their home to play! : >
I'm still not feeling the Christmas spirit yet! Not coolz ~
I ish guai kia, I ish going to the ScienceCentre tomorrow, Heehee. :B
Many things happened to spoil my mood! ):<
Anyways, made presents. Kind of looking forward to tomorrow. It's twins's birthday! Hopefully they'll be happy girls! Haha, I bet they'll love my presents. Heehe. Kind of okay now, not so sian. I'm talking to Ujean. Joker, brighten up my mood a little. (:

- Marina with Jo and Wilson
- Mum's shop
- Cityhall macs
- Orchard mrt to meet Chanel
- Varsha and Esther at Ion
- Walking from Orchard to Cityhall
- Laugh talk take pics plan party
- Love it when im with them
- Pic up another day
- My brother is trying to be a fucker
- Oh wait he already is one
- UGH STRESS LA
- I want to... :(
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Fingers are peeling.
Arms are fricking aching.
Body's really tired and dying.
But I shall win the bet with the mother and stay up to 430. It's for my pride's sake. : >
So, recently! I've been out. Thursday was dayout with BrendaCasswass. We watched Princess&TheFrog. Surprise lunch @ FishCo. Pinic @ Durian. Bus ride with CasswassVans. Friday was WWW with twins' family. Finally saw their little cousin, he's really cuteee! : > Got burnt, even though there wasn't any sun. Dinner @ Newton with their family. Wii-ed a little @ their place. Starbucksssss with Jas! : > Today was work in the morn. It was uber tiring, and my arms ached. Church-ed, recieved my first Christmas present from Ahbriellll. Thx! Dinner with CousinMotherAunt. Had fun crapping & discussing about our trip in 2010. Over to cousin's house, webcamming and watching PictureThis. Supper @ Bugis. Now, I'm trying to stay up to 430. Heehe.
Pictures are all FB.
:D
Van's for gym, I take at least 1.5hours to travel from my place to hers :( but nevermind! Left early to meet Joanne and Wilson cuz they wanted to clean the place. Marina's Topshop Topman to help them see clothes, then off to Brasbasah macs. Our hot spot, yes? Hahaha. Food + work with Chanel. I gave in to temptation and ate shaker fries. :( Rushed up to Raymond's after that, where I got embarrassed!!! Arghz! But lesson today was really funnnn^^ Decide to walk around after cuz we were all going or dinner with Raymond!!!!!! Woohooooo. Met back at 7, split into 2 cabs and his car, I was with Edwin Alger and Gabriel. Those bunch of jokers, had alot of fun in the cab. Especially when Gabriel started singing and dancing to Kpop songs ;) HAHA.
Met the others at Geylang, yes we went to Geylang for dinner. Walked many rounds till we finally found the place, and when we were there.. "All hell broke loose" as according to Raymond^^
Ordered so much ate so much had so much fun and wow alot of noise! All 12 of us ate 37 bowls of rice in total, can you imagine that?!?
So after since we already sinned so much we went for our dessert^^ Rochor Tau Huey!!!!! Woah, shiok to the max okay! And our conversations were getting damn interesting. "We're in Geylang what!!!" (laughs) then Thea and Gabriel gave us singing and dancing entertainment. Rocks ok I tell you hahahaha.
Left after awhile cuz we were all too full to even walk around. Haha, today was really very fun. I love our class :D
Uploding the pictures from Wednesday night, but doubt i'll be posting them except for some. Hehehe. Have to go bathe and leave for Van's. Oh yeah i can't wait :) Raymond's at 4pm today, early early early bird :( Oh yes, i had fun talking to Joyful last night/this morning :D Okay byeeeeeeeee!




